deceptively simple, yet elegant.

"so what would an angel say the devil wants to know"


the fall has been a beautifully reckless haze
im coming into a new skin with a new mind
try and stop me.


listening to: hold on-rusko sub focus remix

my current playlist

Lights- Ellie Goulding (dubbstep dream remix)

Girl You Be Killin Em- Fabolous

Rollercoaster of Love- Red Hot Chili Peppers

Burial- Mike Snow

In For The Kill - La Roux (Skream Remix)

Clap Your Hands- Sia (Fred Falke Remix)

Please Don't Go- Mike Posner

Pon De Floor- Major Lazer

We No Speak Americano- Yolanda Be Cool

Ink My Whole Body - Wiz Khalifa

Fame - David Bowie

Meet Me Halfway- Black Eyed Peas

Home- Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zeros

blogging again...

lately, ive stopped cause i kinda forgot i had one of these things =X

falls here, its absolutely the best time of year besides my birthday hehehe

classes have started and are in full swing and now im working when im not in class, but its $$

everything in my life is going quite well, im finding my nitch little by little everyday and trying to improve myself through very constructive criticism. im happy, i believe.

while waiting to go visit the bookstore at bergen, i ffffound some stuff. enjoy

course selection sucks.

honestly, choosing classes and making sure you're all set to go for fall is one of the most aggrivating, nerve-racking things ive ever come to hate.

i spent all yesterday hustling around to assure the last spot in two of my classes was all mine

on top of that helping my sister who is entirely illiterate make her schedule

however, i somehow find myself back at school trying to perfect my schedule and add one more class for a full 15 credits, i dont wanna be stuck here forever so i might as well add on the workload.

XIII

friday the 13th.

to everyone else its quite the unlucky, cursed, extremely superstitious day

to me, its luck. its my favorite day

i went over to letchworth to take some cool photos and i took this one on my phone

i guess its kinda creepy, but i really like this one. its an old room assignment in the old hospital

4 months later

i still dont believe it happened.

weve done our best to stay strong and together, but its hard.

you were our glue and always will be

i miss you

i love you

until we meet again

i love this picture.

life.

over the past few weeks ive learned some new things...
- never judge a book by its cover, even if its a realllllllly pretty one
- dont give up on something just cause it doesnt work the way you want it to
- new love can be discovered even if its an old love
- i should never really turn 21, especially after last night
- in darkness you can find light

i went to Miami from 7/29-8/2 with garzopan, it was absolutely amazing
i swear i didnt want to come home, ever.

and last night i went out to pub 46 with alexa and totalllly abused the fact that i took some girls 21+ wristband and spent 70$ on obscene amounts of alcohol.. so me being of legal age to drink probably not a good idea ever

late night addicted.

perezhilton.com has always been a sad addiction since high school to just snoop around and get some gossip in but my latest addiction is cosmopolitan's 77 positions in 77 days blog. it sounds filthy but its really not that bad, quite entertaining ;)

normally my horoscope is usually pretty on, but this past weekend it was entirely off or just couldnt read what was going on, i really dont know why i rely on that stupid stuff anyway.

its supposed to rain a good portion of the week, fuck me right? i was craving the beach.

goodnight world.

photos from a sick day trip

adams falls

this is where i was yesterday...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eszovO0gU5Y

sick as fuck.

and when it all falls down

hibachi last night was delicious, i was craving that for so long
thanks chorizo :)

its going to be a gorgeous day, what better idea than to be a lounge cat.
lounge cat: noun; to lounge sprawled out indoors or outdoors

a shark in the waters.

"how i wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me; its like a book elegantly bound but in a language that you cant read just yet. you gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me and i know that you'll find love. i will possess your heart."
Deathcab for Cutie

i love the feeling of being uninhibited and going on impulse.
ffffound.com you entertain me til hibachi, ill upload some stuff later.

say goodnight and go

i dont know how my hair gets so messy from just snuggling up watching movies.

im kind of impressed.

mint tea & sleep, goodnight.

"i wanna tickle your belly button...from the inside"

Michael Cera, you're so charming.

Just finished Youth in Revolt; i'm a little let down i cant lie.
Nick Twisp < Francois Dillinger.. anyone who has seen it can clearly agree Francois steals the show with his squeaky clean white leather loafers and constantly burning cigarette.
So, if you're bored, rent it.

i havent had a blog in centuries.

might as well give it a go